It me! Cata, CataclysmG, Jordan... Whatever you know me by. I felt like having a dumb little hidden page where I had the freedom to write things out would be fun. I have no intentions of telling anyone about this for quite some time - if you find the one invisible letter where the link is hidden or whatever I do, congratulations. You get to read more of my writing LMFAO (I wish I was sorry)

 

I suppose the only right thing to do as a first entry is to explain what the hell is going on. I bought the domain cataclysmg.com in 2020 sometime - and it's taken me this long to actually build a website to go along with it. It was my intention from the start to learn HTML and build up my website at the same time, but I had already lost my motivation for computer science as a whole at that point so the idea was lost to the wind. I did set up the email though! The only account I had attached to this domain was my main Runescape account when I made it the same year, but I migrated it recently so this is now the only purpose for it more or less. I threw this website together in Namecheap's website builder (which was really annoying at first, of course) in between bits of work. Yes, I am writing this from my warehouse job. My feet fucking hurt lol. However. I am starting my Cybersecurity courses in a week (April 1st) and I'm an odd mix of anxiety (which is rare for me) and excitement (which is way common) so I'm kind of all over the place. I legitimately threw this together on a whim because I was pissed that I couldn't figure out why my WIP page for the site wasn't public. (All I had to do was point the nameservers to Namecheap's web hosting LOL)

 

Turns out, I'm really bad at motivating myself to write and/or record music. I take constant notes of lyrics, song names, full verses, you name a word and I've probably dropped it in a line somewhere. The process of throwing all of these things together is just not jiving with my ADHD ass brain. I think a lot of the problem with my musical process is instrumentals. I am nowhere near the point of being able to craft the sound that I need, nor do I have the expendable income to pay someone to do it. It's a block I did not expect when I started making music and it's probably going to be one of the hardest to get over, especially with my job and college work combined. If you see this, wish me luck (and send me instrumentals. for free. my email is literally on this website)

 

- Cata

 

Oh, and I'm gonna throw whatever song I have on repeat at the end of each of these. I swear I'm done writing now! Have a good day <3

On Repeat : it is what it is! - BIG LAX "And you can save those promises for someone else."